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Hellllooooooo ~~~

Oh i realised my blog has been quite saddening =( stupid pokey! He matters alot to me..
If only he's meant and destined to be mine =x.


Well, his name is HAPPY. He cheers my pokey hun up when i made him pissed. Poor HAPPY gona sleep with his droolsss oooppss haha.


Pokey hun brought me to sakae sushi XD I was friggin fullll to the max! And we went to THAT CD SHOP. Im starting to fall in love with musicsss! Influenceeeee ! But they really do sell nice music. Though it was a short while, it was worth meeting up CHEEERRRS

Looking forward to weekend!

Volcano Eruption

Hellooooo...

The Goddess of Destruction is here again to blog ~~

Im so sick of myself.. seriously. And im starting to hate myself more than ever. I really think im irritating .. an irritating pest that suits to live in the garbage bin =x
I never bring him to heaven or even lala wonderland of you and me but a volacano eruption land which made him exploded and you'll see fumes coming out from his head and nose. Why am i so annoying!?!!?!


This was the first pic we took together ever since we got together~~ he was my most ultimate pokey who makes me go gaga~~ I never had one like that till i met him =)
Thanks for tolerating me and being so patient with me. I really appreciate your effort. I know you are f****** irritated pissed with me just that you kept quiet. Sighh im sucha a loser.


Oh yes! I was surprised when i opened up the msn chat log and saw you putting our display picture there. It had been a long time since i last saw it. .. Tell you what hun, i was overly joyed and u know me, imma emo girl and naturally tears filled my eyes to the brim. It may sound stupid over a msn picture~~~ im cranky ignore me pls! whoever is reading, just take it that im crapping. Im having mixed feelings now ~~one side feeling happy to the max and while the other, feeling so annoyed and hatred towards my nonsense to hun and i kept worrying how he think of it and how he felt. Can my pokey hun tell me how is he feeling now? =(

Nothing matters to me other than pokey hun. I love my boy yeap yeap. Lil grass had been asking where is JOJO!?


Simon seems to be my long lost sister in my past life haha. The lil cute toys he displayed in office and the candy container filled with mnm nuts..and the mario toy which i played with during lunch makes me happy... the sight of it makes my day.. anw im someone v v childish. Pardon me for molesting your mario. If you ask me should you? i would say you should.





Still, im annoyed with myself.

sad. =(

The bunny cookies are soooo cute!

Ive not been myself for the past few days and thus i dont really have the mood to blog.

I was in the most ultimate and extreme rate of crankiness which no one can tahan. I brought unhappiness to myself. How can i make life difficult for someone whom i loved dearly? I used to promise him heaven and yet it turns out to be hell. The misunderstandings and the way i asked him questions always led him to have another thinking and then i will try ways and means to explain it to him and im so naggy to keep repeating n repeating so that he really understand what im trying to get at. And my main concern was worrying that he would think the other way round and not understand what im trying to express. The long weekend i expected wasnt that
fruitful afterall. It all turned out to be a disaster. It may be of coincidence and fishy or whatever it is, i really didnt invade into the msn thingy at all. My conscience is clear. My intention of calculating the time etc was all messed up and now, the half way done powerpoint ive made, i decided to cast it aside and i might consider deleting it away. Isabel's hobby is Him. Whenever im free, i'll try to think of ways to cheer up his day.

The sad thing is, he doesnt trust me that much anymore. Why did such things happen? I thought a couple must share things with one another? open up to one another? and no matter what a third party says, he/she would still choose to believe their partners? Even though i really didnt invade into his stuff, he wont trust me that much again..i guess it takes time..

Its not easy for a couple to walk together.. there's no perfection in human beings. There's no such things as whether compatible anot. Its just how you choose to look at that person. People might claim negative things bout him but for me, ive nothing negative to pick on me coz i view his negative points as part of his good points which makes him special from the rest. Reminising the happy moments we shared .. it was really a wonderful feeling. I spent my sunday noon browsing the folders of pictures we took.. its more than hundreds of pictures in these short periods.


I seriously dont mind him going out with friends or colleagues. But i do hope he sincerely understand the sian-ness when in the last minute he told me he's going out to meet his friends instead of me. And the sian-ness in me will last for 10 minutes? The feeling goes something like" aiyoooo, wasted man only get to meet my sweet for awhile" i used to think this way la.. but as time goes by, the sian-ness only lasted for a min haha. People do grow up, people's mentality do change. I do understand his excitement to meet his friends coz he needs to have social life too! And i'd always support in whatever he wants to do or decides. I hope i can get over things soonnn and back to the lovely days we once had.

Hellloooo!

Helllooooo Hola Aloha Nameste! ~~



Finally the picky me, found a satisfactory blogskin and now im ready to blog! I had many belated images to post and thus, this entry will be images heavy.

Happy 42th Singapore! I used to be so enthu bout fireworks but as time goes by, i hate crowded areas, hate squeezing with the crowd and the humidity and chose to admire it somewhere isolated. I wanted to enjoy it with hun hun at sentosa beach and have a mini picnic over there but he had to go for dinnerrrr =))) But nevertheless, he brought me to have the famous claypot laksa (it was delicious, thumbs up) and went over to marina south to play some arcade games. Im looking forward to alot of activities coming up hun!

Hows work then? Ive been doing stat audit and documentation and doing some amendments of the Financial statements.. it's simply disgusting to edit those statements. haha thank goodness im just helping the administrator for a day. Phew.. hooorayaaayy LONG WEEKENDS for me! Its kind of wasted not to travel uhhh... haha.

Time for imagesss~~



Chewy Juniors @ Tanjong Pagar. These are actually cream puffs with several toppings that are similar to the donut factory's donuts. XD I bought 2 boxes for hun hun in 2 consecutive days while i was out audit over @ tj pagar.


Look out for their instructions!

My pokey hun appears enthu bout his revision for exams in a week time but in fact, he was indirectly procastinating and idling (by watching hk dramas). Mugging in his room, helping him with his projects a lil here n there and we were so lazy to move and taaddaaaaa...


Macdonaldsssss




The cheezy pizza and we got 6 drumlets for free!!! i think the delivery man got mixed up. haha


How messy his room is when he is studying! he told me this, ''it shows that im studyin'' -.- u deserve a spanking boy.


New Hobby, Prawn Fishing.



That particular day, His colleagues n him caught a total of 70plus prawnsssss and he drove over to my place at 12 am sharp to pass it to me... OMGGG high cholestrol man! My mom were darn happy and she kept saying, this is my AI XIN PRAWN. lol. Well, my mom loves him more than anything else. This is one thing which i couldnt figure out for the past 10 months.


He can really be fierce when he's angry. And ive managed to trigger him to throw his temper. Like i used to say, im goddess of destruction.

and he will smile after awhile ~~~ theee


Made him this mini pillow for him to drool while sleeping.. this is the traditional pillow okayz! ( using a big sheet of cloth to sew the shape of the pillow case and then stuff the wool in, followed by additional pillow case). Im sweettt righttt?!!?!?


This is MAY MAY's artwork.

Eve of national day night, my pokey brought me to east coast park to have italian dinner at this newly open restaurant. Their pizza was $@$@$% expensive! $45 for one. I dont have that huge appetite man!


He ordered Carbonara~~as usual, his fav. Personally i felt that it was considered better than any of the carbonaras that ive tried before but he preferred the hawker one.


Pork pork chop chop =p



He bought me the famous diamond shaped egg tart and char siew pastry.. true enough, it was indeed the most delicious egg tart other than the one that i made it myself haha.
Try this over at Tong Heng (situated @ chinatown, opposite sago street)

he keeps pampering me with food and food and im getting fatter and fatter esp my arms!!

When i sort out more pics, i will upload my lovely colleagues who made my working day a more exciting one and the VTs that had just left us.. i missed em loads!

Im waitin to go shopping ~~~~

oh yes, i wanted to buy one tamagotchi! but i dont really know hw to surf for such gadgets thingy.... =( can someone help me find out more bout it???

Life's in peace now, waiting for my ring... hoho.

I love u tons pokey hun! thanx for being so patient with my crankiness and nonsense. =(

you see,,, he has the capability to make my life a rollercoaster ride.

I LOVE YOU HUN

You are the one.

Im sad =(

Im feeling upset with myself. =(