Wednesday, June 30, 2010

On my way home I was thinking bout what are the things that hun doesnt like bout me. I mean men and women's flaw. I have a few in mind.

1. Toilet seat. He needs the toilet seat cover to be up while I need it down.
Then he will start yakking at me.

2. Shopping is not a therapy to make women happy. (At least that's what they think)

3. Crying to him is blackmailing or threatening. I supposed that's most of
the guys feel.

4. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work! Just tell him straight in the face.

5. To men, Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

6. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days. (LOL)

7. If women doesnt dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect
men to act like soap opera guys.

8. If we think we're fat, we probably are. Because they will tell you No, you're

9. There is something that men said can be interpreted in two ways and if one of the
ways makes women sad or angry, guys meant the other one.

10. You can either ask guys to do something or tell them how we want it
done. Not both. If we already know best how to do it, just do it ourselves.

11. Whenever possible, please say whatever we have to say
during commercials.

12. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do them.

13. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach,
for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. They have
no idea what mauve is.

14. If the guys ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," they will act
like nothing's wrong. They know we are lying, but it is just not worth
the hassle for them to probe.

15. If we ask a question we don't want an answer to, expect an
answer we don't want to hear.

16. When they HAVE to go somewhere, absolutely anything we wear is fine.

17. Don't ask them what they're thinking about unless we are prepared
to discuss such topics as their bmt, cars, watches, (i dont know what else, depending on your guy)

Joseph is in shape. Round is a shape. HAHAH. oops.

Thank you for reading this; Yes, I know, I'll receive a call afterwards.

Well, sense of satisfaction lately! I've got my shunfu choc'n'spice muffins

It was so cute of hunney ZOMG. I told him I wanted to buy macarons(anw, it can be macaroon too xcept for different texture i supposed?) and place it on my office desk. He told me off and lo li lo soh saying, "its fattening blah blah"

till evening when I met up with him, he bought me

then im like.. since when you're a tea lover. Being the nosy me, i took a sneak peep and saw

#@@#$@#% i think im going to have diabetes soon by his sweetness.
Bloody expensive. $2/- per piece. I eat it everyday bit by bit. -.-"

Nevertheless, thank you hun!!!!!!!! I still have 3 pieces left for your info!

In fact, the macarons that I wanted was

from action city but everywhere was left with green colour. EEKSSS. That popular among the children not!

HAHA i still cant stop laughing whenever i think of hun buying me the macarons. SILLY BOY!


Heeren went through a revamp and the old HMV was turned into some.. toys, stationeries shop. There was this rilakumma section and we saw this long bolster. As usual, things from japan is always expensive. The rilakumma bear being a PERMANENT RESIDENT in hun's place cost me $75 already and we were guessing this bolster must have cost close to $100. He told me that if its $60, he will sponser half of it for me. HAHAHA CAN CHOP HIS HEAD AGAIN. Who knows, there isnt any price tag on the bolster except for a rilakuma authentic tag from san-x. Approached the cashier and none of them knew how much it is and they took a hello kitty beside the bolster and scanned for price.

IT WAS $30. I looked at hun with astonishment. Immediately he told the fellow that we wanted it. Paid for it and chao already! I AM VERY SURE THAT THE DAMN BOLSTER COST AT LEAST $50. WOOOHOOO

see how shiok he is!

his afternoon nap over at my place took him 6 hours. -.-


hoy, dont play with my mom's magnifying glass. mei da mei xiao.

Alah! Went NDP PREVIEW with hun, im such a cheapo. When they gave me the design of the tote bag I dont like, i demanded an exchange but hun stopped me. POOOFFF. I know im some aunty and for sure i wont be using the bag to town or anywhere else. I have a bad habit lah, i just want to bring home things that I like.

oohhh ohhh i see a seat booked for me in the cabinet. LOL. I shall join grassroot and be a grassroot member first.

Well, i guess i have to wait for the real NDP to enjoy the fireworks. Preview one was rather CHEAP.


Monday, June 28, 2010

1. you are reading my comment you are saying/thinking thats a stupid fact didnt notice that i skipped 3 are checking it now know u are smiling
7.u r still reading my comment
8.u know all u have read is true didnt notice that i skipped 9
11.youre checking it now didnt notice there are only 10 facts

Waka Waka lyrics

You're a good soldier
Choosing your battles
Pick yourself up
And dust yourself off
And back in the saddle

You're on the frontline
Everyone's watching
You know it's serious
We're getting closer
This isnt over

The pressure is on
You feel it
But you've got it all
Believe it

When you fall get up
Oh oh...
And if you fall get up
Oh oh...

Tsamina mina
Cuz this is Africa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa

Listen to your god

This is our motto
Your time to shine
Dont wait in line
Y vamos por Todo

People are raising
Their Expectations
Go on and feed them
This is your moment
No hesitations

Today's your day
I feel it
You paved the way
Believe it

If you get down
Get up Oh oh...
When you get down
Get up eh eh...

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa


FUCKKKK! I think Joseph is sooooo cute. Yuck at me coz im simply cheesy and disgusting.

I find it so hard to resist this damn rilakuma bear. Mr Ang owns one.... while i dont have =((((

He is fat enough to be a bolster. I wont say fat but machooooooo nachooooo.

I'm feeling damn bloated now. Can't wait for another wine session with loves.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

World Cup Fever.

I'm very annoyed by my mother.

Ever since the world cup starts, she kept going online to bet on soccer. Im totally fine with her doing that but not making noises when she only bet $1.00 or $2.00!!!!!!!! Every night when its nearing 10pm or 10.30 pm, she will start asking me what to bet on, how many goals, which country, will it be draw or not, over 2.5 or not, what would be the exact score... etc.. how would I know??? Im never a fan of soccer, world cup and if i know which team will win, i would have won thousand over dollars and buy myself something fantastic like ipad or revamp my whole room. She took it so seriously like she's betting her entire assets. Then she will keep coming into my room and observe the odds every 5-10 mins and during the match she will come in about the same intervals which I find it damn annoying. I gave her my laptop to use it, she doesnt want and insists to use my imac when Im surfing net. Is that CHEAP THRILL?????? And now she got pissed off with me when i told her bout her betting patterns. Basically she bet on home and away teams, draw and total goals and exact goals. I was telling her that if you play this way you might as well dont play. For sure it will ended up no win no lose and whats the thrill???? Its either you win or you lose. She said its sort of buying insurance. Insurance my ass when you only bet a dollar each!!!!!!

Extremely annoyed by her.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Jurong Bird Park.

Who's there?

For goodness sake, I dont think I ever been to Jurong Bird Park. I know, its all BIRDS.

So upon hearing me saying that, hun brought me to Jurong Bird Park to jalan jalan. I missed my mcdonald's deluxe breakfast on a sunday morning!

tickets @$23. So not cheap!

Penguins are cute in real life.

spot the parrots XDDD

they have pink feets! Can't be seen here though.

oh oh, Mr Ang. Hun, you fat hamburger face! eyes machiam fishballs. So round for what!

i love this purple parrot

somehow i think these greenies gonna disappear in no time to be replaced by PLASTIC, PAPER, ...WHATEVER I CANT REMEMBER.

I was waiting for two swans to come together to form a heart shape =(((((

Walk The Journey With Me. =)))

Big Bird. I seriously think the BIG BIRDS in bird park are pitiful. They have rotten skin with rashes and flies flying around them all over. Arent they supposed to preserve all these birds that are going to extinct? They do not have full feathers but with some holes in between, feathers sticking out from nowhere. I feel so sad for them.

am still thinking of a name for this picture.

this fat ass went KL for stan chart marathon. I BET HE IS GOING TO HAVE YUE GUANG BAO HE (its char kway teow with raw egg) DAMN SHIOK ONE OKIE!

Hun's facebook birdpark album has got more birds. Its beautiful. THUMBS UP FOR YOU HUN!

For the lovebirds out there.

Met up with min min to wine company to have this current fav :Steigelmann Gimmeldinger Meerspinne Gewürztraminer Spätlese 2008 (pfalz)

An aromatic wine with delicate floral scent. Distinct notes of lychee, blackcurrant and bramble on the palate. Smooth and fleshy mouth feel, this wine pares well with spicy food. Not that dry, im lovin' it.
Good ambience to chill and catch up with friends and some music playing out loud from the next bar.
THEN THEN we went to yong he beancurd at geylang. Headed home with a good night sleep.

Subscribed starhub channels and indeed there were many entertainment channels for me to kill time and slack at home. I know im abit slow in subscribing lahhh when others had it for years already. I got it for $19.26 monthly with no additional charges on the STARHUB BOX. (is that what you call them? i dont know) inclusive of hk, taiwan and korean dramas. Cheap deal.

Just 2 days and i miss Mr Ang already! I wonder how did i ever survive when i was flying?

Ciaoz, going ikea soon to buy hot dog bun, curry puff, chicken wings and..... anyhow buy things.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Some people are not worth of my time and effort to believe what i chose to believe in. It always prove me wrong. Yet some people surprises me to turn out the opposite way i used to think they are.

Thinking caps.

The most important bit, when it comes to a day you find it a chore to pick up that phone to dial your significant other, please question your relationship. you should never be too lazy, tired, or whatever to make a simple phone call. and now, with the wonders of a blackberry, there's always bbm, which is easy peasy. so errrrr.. there's no such thing as, oh i forgot to text, oh i forgot to email, oh i forgot to bbm... yeah indeed you forgot, because you forgot about your gf. or even when you pick up the phone and call, and there's silence on both ends of the line, it's not the comfortable silence, but the.... "okay... come on say something, i've got better things to do and if you're not going to utter anything, i'm hanging up" kinda thing.

(I happened to chance upon this entry of a random person's blog and agree to a certain extent with the paragraph above.) What do you think? Could there be a time when someone is really that exhausted and all he thought of at that moment was just to sleep? Isit an excuse? Or the excuse is reasonable? *shrugs* plain curious.

Im down with a flu and fever. Its making me feeling unhappy and uneasy. I felt as if i've drank alot, in a hangover mode. Couldnt walk straight, feeling warm and sticky, frustrated.

Whatever i ate, i felt like burping and vomit it out. Suck balls. (okays, i dont mean to be crude, im annoyed)

poof. Prescribe me some magic pills to make me stop feeling so awful.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.

When I'm quiet,
Millions of things are running through my mind
When I'm not arguing, I'm thinking deeply
When I look at u with eyes full of doubts and questions
I am wondering how long you will be around

When I answer "i'm fine" after a few secs
I am not at all fine
When I lay on your chest,
I'm wishing for you to be mine forever
When I say I love you,
I mean it.
When I say that I can't live without you,
I have made up my mind that you are my future
When I say "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Time for LOK LOK,

i broke my diet plan for the day =(

Admit that been of emotional lately. Glad that my relationship are able to withstand and overcome obstacles in life. Thank you Jo for listening to my heartfelt words. It may sounded unsupportive, its not. I'm concerned, really concerned. Things are slowly picking up, slowly getting back on track. You should heal your voice. It sounds terrible. Drink more water.

I didnt know emotional breakdown can lead to loss of appetite which i've never ever experienced it before(im glad i lose abit of weight but for sure i dont want to lose it in this manner!). IM NOT SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION PEOPLE! in case i'm advised to visit a psychiatrist. Its scary when you realize you're on the verge of losing a relationship, losing the love of your life. Jo did not betray me or do anything unfaithful to me during this period. Its something else that I took it as a test of our relationship. Through this, it made me even more sure that I AM IMPORTANT TO HIM. No reason to doubt him anymore unless in future we will go through exactly the same situation. I HOPE NOT PLEASE. ITS VERY MENTAL CHALLENGING.


Im happy again =).

DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG! I woke up and stormed to my door step and opened the door. I welcomed the postman with an annoyed face, eyes half closing, messy hair in my PJ. He passed me a huge envelope and asked me to sign and received the parcel. Scratched my head, shaking the parcel on my hand. Then i saw my name and Jo's name. KPO and excited i tore it apart. TADAAAAAAAA!

My first Swiss automatic watch ever!!!!! its exactly the face of a swiss railway's clock.
hunney love love!!! Thank you hunnnn =))))) it was sweet of you. I assure you I will be more careful in taking care of watches. I know im very rough and chor lor! Every week let you spot check for scratches okies!

Everything that happened before that makes our relationship even stronger and even more sure of who is THE ONE. We're back on track =)))) Are you still vain as usual????? Haha.

Thank you friends for supporting me. XD.
Time to maintain my curls and trim my fringe. Even my colleagues felt uncomfortable for me. LOL.

3 cheers for Hun, you made it and got out of it. Im really impressed by your capability and possessed such a strong mind of your own. You never fail to let me believe in you.

Monday, June 7, 2010


stupor mode

I'm drinking wine @dempsey @ 4.30pm. I was completely lost and am a walking zombie in office.

Where is the morning crowd squeezing with the smelly,sweaty, nice smelling, newspaper smelling people??? I was in a daze couldnt be bothered to squeeze with the crowd. I treated them as a glass panel, transparent sheet or whatever it is. I am in my own world in deep thoughts.

It was a gloomy monday morning. I NEVER NEVER HAD MONDAY BLUES ever since I left SQ. In fact I was looking forward for each day to come especially looking forward to weekends. Not because I dread working, no im not and i did not. All i cant wait for is to spend my wkends with my jo. It was a blissful feeling that i missed. I was feeling lost and confused bout everything that is happening.

Not much of a big deal to many as people will think oh.. its emo time for bel again.
I was and used to be very very motivated by hun. He seemed to be the perfect guy in my eyes and not much of flaws that i really hate it to the core. ALOT of times, he corrected me, teaching me to be a positive person in life. (There are times i do feel like shit really. ) He was my role model. Is he still like that? shrugs. i really dont know. i felt like im being kicked out. I just missed everything in the past. Simple guy, my bff, my soulmate, my bf and how i wished he can be the one. And he is THE ONE.

I was being bombarded by women of older age today. Asking me how sure Joseph is the one when im only 23. Because at their age of 23, they didnt even thought of getting married. HOW SURE I AM? it doesnt matter seriously. You will know it who is THE ONE. My answer to them was, IF HE EVER PROPOSE TO ME NOW, I WILL DEFINITELY AGREE. (ok, this is not a hint) im in a emo period now. They shot me back with ," what makes you so sure that he is of husband qualities? have you ever check and scan through the list if he ever fits?"

I thought for a moment while they were pending for my answer. Deep down i was scanning through the checklists, less than 5 minutes, I replied: 'yes he is.' Then they started yakking ... good at least she knows and gave a firm answer.

I was being drilled by alot of questions with regards to me n jo. All my answers were firmed and assertive that he's the only one i want. Then after awhile, i thought to myself that why i can be so confident to answer them? simply because i already love him for who he is. At this point of time you were to ask me, all i can say is, wake me up and bring me back where we first started out. Its a transition period for him that makes me feel so weary and is he still my beloved jo, i kept double checking, confirming..
I was always supportive in whatever my jo wana do. I always feel that whatever he wants to achieve and attain and learn is the route to being successful. I have to declare out loud that at times, i will condemn that whole damn shit bout what he wana do(thats because i have my own mentality and some issues which i dont agree) but eventually i didnt stop him from doing and i still supported him. WHY? I always trusted him that whatever things he is going to do will be a decent one and for sure he will not let me down. Well, this time round things seemed different. I dont know how to express and i felt like im losing him to a psychic lecturing. Where have all the 4 yrs memories? has it been washed away? or maybe i should just delete the whole damn blog that has happened in the past. Move on for a new him (who is he??)or I should just stay with the old hunney jo to be in my dreams.

I pondered to myself today and it seems like i appear to everyone that I LOVE HIM MORE THAN HE LOVES ME. I told the women that NO. ITS NOT TRUE. WE LOVE EACH OTHER EQUALLY. HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM IS HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME. I dont know how true in reality it is, at least i feel that by buying him gifts doesnt mean that i love him more than i love myself. He did a variety of things like giving me support on my driving test by travelling from redhill to ubi for that short while. Booking plays in esplanade, bringing me to have good food and the constant nagging that i've received. Deep down, if you were to ask then how do i really know if he loves me equally? for this i dont know what to comment and only he knows it himself. If its the fact that he doesnt loves me equally, it doesnt matter and i do not wish to know. it doesnt matter anymore.
Im always concern for him, his well being, his everything. From head to toe. I admit i treat him like a baby. He is a dear baby to me whom i do not want to lose. People commented that ive spoilt him and guys shouldnt be treated like that. WHO TO LISTEN TO? WHAT IM DOING IS WRONG? ENLIGHTEN ME. Im always concerned bout him, if he is doing good at work, with friends, family, with me, with the things he's doing. I'll get so worried if something were to do him bad. I know he is not a child, he is an adult. Dont remind me, i know what is going on, im just expressing my love and concern, care to him.

All these years are nothing? Talk bout being yourself? arent you being yourself infront of me? tell me im wrong and i'll guarantee that i will breakdown. (pls tell me the truth if im ever wrong) breaking down is just parts and parcel of life, we'll just have to accept reality.
Think of the good old times. What we've gone through all these while. I cant even bear to delete this blog and shift to tumblr instead. WHY? it contains all our memories.

For once, i felt that my life is screwed up. I'm traumatized. its been so long that i dont wink throughout a night. For a moment i felt like im losing him, I EVER REMEMBERED HIM TELLING ME THAT IM THE ONLY ONE THAT MADE HIM FELT LIKE SHIT. from this, i know that im a sore loser.

might as well, i drink my wine, followed by beer at home and pop some sleeping pills to sleep.